My feelings, my thoughts, my thinking...

To my dear sister,

Very soon, you will turn 21

Still remember the day when i hate the fact that u are in mummy's tummy

Scare that you will snatch mum & dad away from me

But slowly i began to love the idea

the idea of being your big sister.

To teach you how to say your first word

To protect you against big bullies

To hold your hand when crossing the road

Like all sisters in the world, we have our ups and downs

It got worse when we are teenagers

But i'm glad that the phrase has since passed

Because it had made me realize how lucky i am to have a younger sister

I have someone to share my happiness

I have someone who will listen to my problems forever

I have someone who will company me to places i want to go

I have someone who i know that will genuinely care for me no matter what

And now, you are finally getting your key

The key to your freedom, The key to adulthood

But in my eyes, you will still be my younger sister

That younger sister who wants me to hold her hand while crossing the road

That younger sister who will come crying to me when there are bullies

And i will always be here for you

Maybe i do not know how to say it out loud

But this post is specially dedicated to you

To let you know how i feel

Watching you grow up for the past 21yrs

Thinking i should say something before you turn adult

Before its too late and we are both too awkward to say all these words

So... Thanks for being my younger sister!